Pounds Lost: 0
Pounds To Lose: 130
Oh, it’s been a while! Too long really, and I could give the myriad of Fatty McFatGirl excuses… no time, miss my Dad, hard to focus while raising two toddlers, but really, those are just excuses for not focusing on what I want for me, and my health, and the health of my family. At my current state, I am truly uncomfortable in my own skin. And although I truly embrace the leggings as pants movement, they are much cuter when paired with fun boots and a cute top, rather than a baggy sweatshirt and tennis shoes! I have entered into Fatty Frumpville, I may even be the mayor, but today, I am taking the first step on stepping down from my post and away from the comfort of being fat. Fat is comfortable, fat is easy, but fat isn’t pretty, and fat isn’t healthy, and fat doesn’t make you feel as snuggly as it should.
Since today is Mardi Gras, which of course translates to Fat Tuesday, I thought it only fitting to restart this little online diary and really make a change. I know how to lose weight, I know exactly what to eat, how to exercise, and the best part is, I know what works for my body. Really, the hard stuff has already been figured out. Now, I just need to stick to the plan and not let the triggers of stress or sadness set off binge eating alarms. Looking at the big picture, I really do have a blessed and wonderful life. I have a wonderfully patient and loving husband, two beautiful and happy children, a house to live in, and enough resources to be able to choose healthy foods. I don’t say this to brag, but more to remind myself of everything in my life that is worth celebrating. The stressful and sad elements of life which are out of my control have been consuming me, or I’ve been consuming them… in mass amounts of gluten free cookies, crackers, and cheese! Either way, it’s time to alter my focus. It’s time to celebrate!
So, here we go!